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Wednesday, March 28, 2012 | 1:33 AM | 0 comments
I dont know , my life for this month just suck . I hate March , I hate every single thing in March . Everything goes wrong , people , friend , exam , teacher blablabala semua nyaa ! Idk ,maybe Allah S.W.T is testing me , but I was to weak for all this . I'm tired to prentending happy but inside tears always fall . I can't hold my tears for a long time , and todaaayyy my tears fall from my eye . 
I was crying since my math lessons . I know I made mistake , every student do that mistake . But you seem very hate me , you trying to find my mistakes , and you keep malukan me . Todaaay , you said this is your first time tanda my book . No , can't you see the page that teacher tandatangan and tulis 23/2 ? That's is the last time I passed up the book , sama dgn org lain . But you said this is your first time . I passed up my book on 22/2 macam yg lain . Bukan semalam baru first time hantar . And when I'm try to give answer yg teacher tanya kat kitorang you said "Jangan nak pandai sangat , sedangkan dlm buku dah ada jawapan lepastuh terus baca je jawapan org lain " Macam me nie bodoh kan teacher ;'( I know , I only get 65 in my math . Only B . But teacher , jawapan tuh saya kira okaaay ! SAYA KIRAAAA ! SAYA TAK BODOH ! Dah 3 month and nak masuk 4 month , and you wll always treat me like this ? Okay I'm done ! I'm not interesting anymore .
Sometimes I feel my world is lonely , it's not because I dont have a bf , Idk , I feel that me and my friend so far away . It just I really need someone to share my story , dulu me ada wanie , but sekrang nak cakap susah . Kitorang just jumpa kat tuisyen with no privarcy . I have my beloved Nurin , yess but kitorang jumpa time rehat . I can't share with her . Sometimes I feel why must I born in this world ?
Ya Allah , please I'm begging to you , give me some sunshine and happines to my worlds . Give me some Iman dan kesabaran for all this . I am in dire need of your mercy and faith Ya Allah :'>
